Joe Budden《Black Cloud》[MP3_LRC]

[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com  [00:06.57]Nothing stays the same forever not even me [00:23.63]Check this check it [00:27.00]Something must've changed me [00:28.85]N-ggas might defame me [00:30.37]But things that used to taint me [00:32.02]No longer seem to restrain me [00:33.77]Strangely I'm no longer sad man or angry [00:36.94]Shame-ably it pains me [00:38.75]Feeling like this just ain't me [00:40.40]Mainly what do I tell all the people that thanked me [00:43.35]Mainly those who ordain me [00:45.40]Aside from can you blame me [00:47.34]Motivation they was supplying me no longer providing me [00:50.69]Jason Williams something killed whatever was driving me [00:53.52]Worrying less about the past more about the now [00:56.69]Less about what I'm going though more about the how [00:59.96]It's for certain it's been 30 years being fit for hurting [01:03.10]Now I'm a different person [01:04.89]With nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens [01:07.11]For certain  got 6 figures in my sock drawer [01:09.93]And honestly this year I expect to make a lot more [01:13.82]It's hard to live without a budget when life is corrupted [01:16.89]In a house thats so peaceful that I'm trying to disrupt it [01:20.30]Scream f**k it not because I have to but because I love it [01:23.33]Which makes me as fake as the puppets [01:25.34]That I speak of disgusted [01:27.74]Without a paddle up sh-t's creek [01:30.83]Dig deep and see it ain't life it's just me [01:33.86]So be warned as I'm putting on like I'm deformed [01:37.64]Only so y'all can accept it as being my norm [01:40.52]Maybe I quit working on me  maybe I given up [01:43.63]Maybe I been lying to myself maybe I give a f-ck [01:46.73]It's enough to make you black out  pull a mac out [01:49.91]Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud [01:54.45]Every day we playin cat and mouse [01:57.23]As I watch it hoverin over my glass house [01:59.90]It's enough to make you spazz out  pull a mac out [02:03.11]Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud [02:07.72]Tired enough for me to pass out  tired of running from the black cloud [02:13.51]I say it loud hoping someone can hear me clearly [02:16.40]Trying to make my girl get it she don't know it's very scary [02:19.67]But she's a nympho she can come barely near me [02:23.36]She still want the God and i don't think she's mary mary [02:27.09]The prettiest b**ches they just want to service me [02:30.03]While n-ggas prettiest b**ches wouldn't get a word from me [02:33.09]Some of you haven't heard from me some of you wouldn't mind murking me [02:36.39]Found that news funny likes its stright from Ron Burgundy [02:40.98]These n-ggas ain't never seen dough [02:43.03]They can't dream though i bump into 'em in between shows [02:46.30]People say i'm emo what that really mean though [02:49.41]Is though the song can't breathe I actually make it seem so [02:53.54]I lost loved ones because they couldn't deal with me [02:56.08]Cherish whoever still with me though the marriage be killed in me [03:00.26]Normally it's just me and my lonely mind [03:02.84]Everyone storm is different so this forecast is only mine [03:06.68]Fans recognize my misery uplifted me [03:09.40]Shifted me to my epitome  guess the curse is a gift to me [03:12.67]Maybe its serendipity  maybe it's weighing on me physically [03:16.15]Maybe I should man up and tell GOD not to solicit me [03:19.06]Been medicated  meditated [03:21.10]Sedated  hated [03:22.13]Character assassinated  all theses years I masqueraded [03:25.57]Hard headed  if it was on my mind I had to say it [03:29.16]Tongue on the devil's pitchfork to see how disaster tasted [03:31.75]Rap is fabricated  rappers are so exaggerated [03:35.60]Wouldn't be scared of the truth if they weren't castrated [03:38.76]Grab a mag  spray it  surrounded by people to shoot it before me [03:42.46]Better unconditionally love my beautiful ugly [03:46.77]Now lemme speak to who I cater to [03:49.46]Would you love me to say(or sang) [03:51.28]Before my weeks were not favorable [03:52.55]Promised to maintain being unique but relatable [03:55.41]All while suffering from a disease that could do away with you [03:59.08]Poetry on the beat  spoken-word for the masses [04:02.17]Therapy over pro-tools  every word is on acid [04:05.35]Continents on Kush  every vowel is blunted [04:08.69]Highly wanted this whole organization privately funded [04:12.09]This is bigger than the Eiffle  this is alert to public [04:14.93]Had a cop us by our tunnels and our bridges with the rifle [04:18.56]Sentences meant to stifle  this is a man aching [04:21.84]This is the damn breaking  contraband in the making [04:25.22]This is panic unveiling  got potential but I never met it [04:29.25]He be trying to come over  it seem like GOD won't let it [04:32.51]Either he never got my invite or he jus dismissed it [04:35.80]But if all I'm hearing are the sounds of blackness [04:38.01]Why am I pessimistic [04:40.08]You'll never progress if you'll never try [04:42.60]All I ask  let every word I birth  never die [04:46.15]My wings spread  but when I'm at the sky [04:48.82]Weather didn't change like I thought and had me petrified [04:51.95]It's enough to make you black out  pull a mac out [04:55.17]Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud [04:59.91]Every day we playin cat and mouse [05:02.45]As I watch it hoverin over my glass house [05:05.31]It's enough to make you spazz out  pull a mac out [05:08.44]Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud [05:13.05]Tired enough for me to pass out  tired of running from the black cloud