[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com [00:13.58]I feel the veins that sit behind my eyes grow varicose [00:18.88]As gentle light starts filtering through fractured blinds [00:24.04]That shade the world from me [00:27.24]You'd always watch me as I'd wax and wane [00:30.69]Fluoxetine and slow decay [00:34.30]Dependence on a medicine is hell without relief [00:40.96]I am bereft of the ineffable affections I feel I am owed [00:48.16]My vacancy and apathy are all that I have left to show [00:54.69]For years I spent in isolation for chemicals that took the place [01:01.48]Of fleeting moments in which I found reprieve from misery [01:08.38]And it seems the only solace I'm afforded is now [01:12.78]Instead of wanting to kill myself I just sleep [01:17.87]I guess progress really isn't want I thought it would be [01:22.10]And as I lay supine and let the phosphenes fade after another collapse [01:27.37]I'm left to contemplate if I'm really getting better [01:32.35]Or if I'm just numb to the feeling of falling apart [01:49.35]My dichotomy has always been that I'm scared [01:53.84]Of burdening those who love me [01:56.78]But knowing I need help before I die afraid and lonely [02:06.90]But maybe it's all in my head [02:24.13]The irony I face is that whenever I try to medicate my aches [02:32.56]It kills the only part of me that makes me want to stay [02:50.88]And as I lay supine and let the phosphenes [02:54.02]Fade after another collapse I'm left to contemplate [02:57.28]If I'm really getting better [03:00.72]Or if I'm just numb to the feeling of falling apart
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[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com[00:13.58]I feel the veins that sit behind my eyes grow varicose
[00:18.88]As gentle light starts filtering through fractured blinds
[00:24.04]That shade the world from me
[00:27.24]You'd always watch me as I'd wax and wane
[00:30.69]Fluoxetine and slow decay
[00:34.30]Dependence on a medicine is hell without relief
[00:40.96]I am bereft of the ineffable affections I feel I am owed
[00:48.16]My vacancy and apathy are all that I have left to show
[00:54.69]For years I spent in isolation for chemicals that took the place
[01:01.48]Of fleeting moments in which I found reprieve from misery
[01:08.38]And it seems the only solace I'm afforded is now
[01:12.78]Instead of wanting to kill myself I just sleep
[01:17.87]I guess progress really isn't want I thought it would be
[01:22.10]And as I lay supine and let the phosphenes fade after another collapse
[01:27.37]I'm left to contemplate if I'm really getting better
[01:32.35]Or if I'm just numb to the feeling of falling apart
[01:49.35]My dichotomy has always been that I'm scared
[01:53.84]Of burdening those who love me
[01:56.78]But knowing I need help before I die afraid and lonely
[02:06.90]But maybe it's all in my head
[02:24.13]The irony I face is that whenever I try to medicate my aches
[02:32.56]It kills the only part of me that makes me want to stay
[02:50.88]And as I lay supine and let the phosphenes
[02:54.02]Fade after another collapse I'm left to contemplate
[02:57.28]If I'm really getting better
[03:00.72]Or if I'm just numb to the feeling of falling apart
