[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com [00:10.87]I've let melancholy permeate my epidermis [00:15.42]It resonates with every word and I'm stirred awake at night [00:20.41]Because my mind is but a pendulum that oscillates [00:25.13]It swings from grief that suffocates [00:27.74]To brevity my voice can't shake [00:30.42]I stutter when I speak 'cause I'm still so weak [00:39.87]I guess the notion of content has always felt incongruent [00:45.43]But it took a long time to be honest with myself [00:49.63]About the solipsistic attitude I take towards my health [01:06.41]Oh how it pains me to admit it [01:09.49]But I'm far from self sufficient [01:12.37]My independence stolen [01:15.04]By persistent mental illness [01:20.62]Please don't mistake my silence for ignorance [01:25.52]I'm trying to be better at this [01:28.29]But I'm sick and tired of self abusing [01:34.88]And making excuses for why [01:41.22]I hesitate to lead a life that should elate me [01:46.51]I'm reminded daily that my depression can't be justified [01:51.66]But I can't seem to quieten down my mind [01:55.90]I've always been ashamed to say that maybe I need help [02:00.70]But it's either that or face the fact I may end up killing myself [02:17.98]I can't tell if I'm a coward for being scared to leave [02:23.71]Or if I'm brave for staying when I'm riddled with worry [02:28.92]So this is an open letter to myself in ten years' time [02:34.91]I'm sorry if you're not around to read this [02:39.06]I swear that I tried
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[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com[00:10.87]I've let melancholy permeate my epidermis
[00:15.42]It resonates with every word and I'm stirred awake at night
[00:20.41]Because my mind is but a pendulum that oscillates
[00:25.13]It swings from grief that suffocates
[00:27.74]To brevity my voice can't shake
[00:30.42]I stutter when I speak 'cause I'm still so weak
[00:39.87]I guess the notion of content has always felt incongruent
[00:45.43]But it took a long time to be honest with myself
[00:49.63]About the solipsistic attitude I take towards my health
[01:06.41]Oh how it pains me to admit it
[01:09.49]But I'm far from self sufficient
[01:12.37]My independence stolen
[01:15.04]By persistent mental illness
[01:20.62]Please don't mistake my silence for ignorance
[01:25.52]I'm trying to be better at this
[01:28.29]But I'm sick and tired of self abusing
[01:34.88]And making excuses for why
[01:41.22]I hesitate to lead a life that should elate me
[01:46.51]I'm reminded daily that my depression can't be justified
[01:51.66]But I can't seem to quieten down my mind
[01:55.90]I've always been ashamed to say that maybe I need help
[02:00.70]But it's either that or face the fact I may end up killing myself
[02:17.98]I can't tell if I'm a coward for being scared to leave
[02:23.71]Or if I'm brave for staying when I'm riddled with worry
[02:28.92]So this is an open letter to myself in ten years' time
[02:34.91]I'm sorry if you're not around to read this
[02:39.06]I swear that I tried
