Hopsin《Ill Mind of Hopsin 7》[MP3_LRC]

[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com  [00:40.23]Yo f**k anybody I might alarm [00:42.95]Life is a tour I sit and ride along [00:44.94]Taking some notes [00:45.50]And then I write the song [00:46.97]I'm staring down the road my life has gone [00:48.80]Is this where I belong [00:49.67]Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong [00:51.95]My mental state is f**king me up [00:53.65]And I pry the problem [00:54.54]While asking you for some answers [00:55.44]But we don't have that type of bond [00:57.20]That my desires gone with the way [00:58.91]That I've been living lately [01:00.32]If I died right now you'd turn the fire on [01:02.33]Sick of this b******t niggas call me a sellout [01:04.54]Cause I hopped on Christianity [01:05.74]So strongly then I fell out [01:07.19]Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog [01:09.05]With his tail down [01:09.93]Feeling so damn humiliated [01:10.72]Because they looking [01:11.30]At me like I'm hellbound [01:12.42]What story should I tell now [01:13.56]I'll just expose the truth [01:14.99]I'm so close to the f**king edge [01:16.08]I should be close to you [01:17.35]But who the f**k are You [01:18.73]You never showed the proof [01:20.04]And I'm only f**king human yo [01:21.20]What am I supposed to do [01:22.61]There's way too many different religions [01:24.03]With vivid descriptions [01:25.27]Begging all f**king men [01:26.49]And women to listen [01:27.58]I can't even beat my *** [01:29.01]Without getting convicted [01:30.04]These ain't wicked decisions [01:31.35]I got different intentions [01:32.62]I been itching to get it [01:33.97]I've been given assistance [01:35.06]But the whole f**king system is twisted [01:37.14]Now I'm dealing with this backlash [01:38.50]Because Marcus isn't a Christian [01:40.46]And I've been told [01:41.22]That my sinful life is an addiction [01:43.31]But I can't buy it [01:44.67]It's just too hard to stand beside it [01:46.24]I need an answer and humans can't provide it [01:48.30]I look at the Earth and Sun [01:49.50]And I can tell a genius man designed it [01:51.10]It's truly mind blowing [01:52.28]I can't deny it [01:53.32]Is heaven real Is it fake [01:54.96]Is it really how I fantasize it [01:56.45]Where's the Holy Ghost at [01:57.39]How long it take Man to find it [01:59.04]My mind's a nonstop tape playing [02:00.61]And I can't rewind it [02:01.73]You gave me a Bible [02:02.51]And expect me not to analyze it [02:04.16]I'm frustrated and you provoked it [02:06.24]I'm not reading that motherf**king book [02:08.22]Because a human wrote it [02:09.43]I have a f**king brain you should know it [02:11.52]You gave it to me to think [02:12.87]To avoid every useless moment [02:14.45]It was a mission that I had to abort [02:16.48]Cause humans be lying [02:17.49]With such an inaccurate source [02:19.05]It's gon' be hard to [02:20.05]Put me back on the course [02:21.05]Next Jehovah's Witness [02:22.10]To come on my porch [02:23.00]I swear I'm slammin' the door [02:25.11]A lot of folks believe it though [02:26.25]But I'm not surprised [02:27.30]Humans are f**king dumb [02:28.37]Still thinkin' that Pac's alive [02:30.08]I ain't trying to take your legacy [02:31.49]And torch it down [02:34.30]From the horse's mouth [02:35.22]Just sheep always telling stories [02:36.41]Of older guys [02:37.60]Who were notarized by you [02:38.82]When you finally vocalized [02:40.15]Now I'm supposed to bow my head [02:41.46]And close my eyes [02:42.20]And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise [02:43.66]Sound's like a f**king Poltergeist [02:45.56]Show yourself and then boom it's done [02:47.63]Every rumor's gone [02:48.73]I no longer doubt this sh*t [02:50.02]You're the One [02:50.72]I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun [02:53.13]And all my old habits can hop onto [02:54.59]Of a roof to plunge [02:56.10]I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds [02:58.23]F**k the club instead of b**ches I'd hang [02:59.64]With a group of nuns [03:00.88]And everyone [03:01.32]That I ran into would know [03:02.44]What I came to do [03:03.40]I wouldn't take a step unless [03:04.90]It was in the name of You [03:06.38]I hate the fact that I have to believe [03:08.03]You haven't been chatting [03:08.79]With me like you did Adam and Eve [03:10.66]And I ain't seen no f**king [03:11.84]Talking snake unravel from trees [03:13.24]With an apple to eat [03:14.23]That sh*t never happens to me [03:15.70]I don't know if you do or don't exist [03:17.39]It is driving me crazy [03:18.28]Send your condolences [03:19.26]This is me reaching to you so don't forget [03:21.47]If hell is truly your pit of fire [03:22.93]And I get thrown in it [03:23.95]I'mma probably regret the fact [03:25.54]That I ever wrote this sh*t [03:27.65]My gut feeling says it's all fake [03:29.58]I hate to say it but f**k it [03:31.07]Sh*t I done lost faith [03:31.86]This isn't a small phase [03:32.94]My perspective's all changed [03:34.30]My thoughts just keep picking [03:35.57]Sh*t apart all day [03:37.75]And in my mind I make perfect sense [03:39.49]If you aren't real [03:40.42]Then all my prayers aren't worth a cent [03:42.15]That would mean [03:42.64]That I could just make up [03:43.72]What my purpose is [03:44.45]And I could just sit in church [03:45.80]And say "f**k" in the services [03:47.72]Man what if Jesus was a facade [03:50.56]Then that would mean [03:51.30]The government's god [03:52.37]I feel like they've [03:53.10]Been brainwashing us with a lot [03:54.40]So much that we don't even notice [03:55.73]That we're stuck in the box [03:57.42]Man everything is "what if" [03:58.57]Why is it always "what if" [04:00.09]Planet Earth "what if" [04:01.32]The universe "what if" [04:02.64]My sacrifice "what if" [04:03.89]My afterlife "what if" [04:05.26]Every f**king thing [04:05.97]That deals with you is f**king suspect [04:08.78]I'm f**king done [04:11.19]I'm f**king done [04:13.98]This is my f**king life [04:15.40]And I'm living it I'm having fun [04:19.50]If you really care for me [04:20.68]Prove that I need to live carefully [04:22.84]But I'll be damned [04:23.76]If I put my own pleasure aside [04:25.59]For an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed [04:29.39]We are you and you're us [04:31.66]Stop playing games [04:34.79]My life's all I got [04:36.15]And heaven is all in my brain [04:39.60]And when I feel I am in hell [04:41.12]My ideas are what get me through pain [04:44.06]Do as you please [04:45.33]And I'll just do me [04:46.43]I'm a human [04:47.29]I'll stay in my lane [04:48.61]I'll mind